I received devastating news a little while ago.... One of my really good guy friends tried to commit suicide last night.
Cannot tell you how angry and hurt I am that he would do something like that. He has two beautiful little boys and recently got a job he had been waiting his whole life for.
And this all because of a woman. A woman he loved with his entire being. She left him a month ago.
Suicide in general is a very delicate topic with me because of my brother's story (Will explain one day). Although his case may or may not have been suicide, it's still raw , even after 9 years.
My friend knows this. He held my hair whilst I threw up from anxiety attacks a year after my brother died. He walked the road with me. He knows how I hurt back then and still do hurt.
I am terrified my friend is going to try it again.
Apologies for the horribly morbid post. Just sad that's all.